It was one year and 9 months ago since I met my sister, YOU.

Hi, ate. THANK YOU, SORRY, I LOVE YOU, AND I MISS YOU VERY MUCH.

4 words that I want to tell you everyday… because, nothing, I just want to.

“To my dear sister, I guess God has a funny way of working in our lives. 

He made the sun, the moon and the stars, and suddenly, they just seem to fall into places.

Just like when he created YOU!

he gave me a wonderful sister who has a funny way of simply being there when I need her most!

I remember the days when we stayed up till the wee hours of the morning because there were just too many stories to tell.

Who can forget the nasty words?

The exchange during heated arguments?

Intense emotions sure did heighten the pride.

Did you know you taught me strength by your humility, patience and understand even when confronted with pain? 

You taught me love and courage by your mere words - “I’m sorry.”

You have been good to me… more than you’ll ever know.

That’s why I thank jesus for Y-O-U!

I LOVE YOU DEAR SISTER!”

Yan yung nakasulat dun sa first frame sa pic na hawak ko. True dba? :) 

Nung nakita ko yan, yung hawak ko na yan, jan ko nakita or nahanap yung mga words na gusto kong sabihin sayo… and yeah yun. Thank youuuuuuuu ate! >:D< I love love love you so much! 

Perfect family

It feels good to see happy and complete families… Though I feel envious. I still can’t stop thinking why did those things ever happened? We were once a happy family.

I want to..

I want to tell someone how I feel. Because I feel like i’m going to explode in any minute right now

Right now..

I just feel like killing myself. No, i’m not telling this because I need someone’s attention… I’ve been carrying a whole lot of pain, I just can’t bear them. It hurts so much that every night I breakdown because it hurts not having someone to talk to. I can’t tell my bestfriend, because i’m crying because of her, no, i’m not blaming her, and besides, I feel like what i’m feeling is wrong so I chose to keep it to myself. Never knew these emotions has the power to kill someone, literally… If only crying so hard can kill, i’m already dead by now. All I have right now is this pillow i’m hugging, my phone and earphones and Tumblr. It’s so hard… This life is so hard to deal with.

One of the most stupid excuse I made in my life .

My mom accidentally saw me crying, she said why, I told her I was crying because I have cold. When in reality I was crying because of certain reasons…

Darn feeling

I hate this feeling. Where it makes me want to go to bed, listen to music before I sleep just so I can escape reality. Thinking of things that bother me. Oh dear, My happiness is fading away, again. So long rainbows, hello again rain..